Day 8 – Yettember / Puerto Rico

A week in and I’m sick, physically and mentally exhausted and… IN PUERTO RICO! In May I made the decision to have a destination birthday and with much drama, and a few other unexpected events I am finally here. To tell you the truth, all day Wednesday I didn’t want to come. At all. We can thank Maki for me getting on the plane with the shitty circumstances I am surrounded with.

“With age, comes knowledge.” – There’s some truth to this statement, but the vast majority of us tend to stay stuck on stupid simple because well, we’re afraid of change. I’ve said it before on assw.com… I’m not too fond of change, which is ironic because I am quite impulsive in my actions, when I need to make a change it’s never really subtle, it’s drastic.

On Wednesday morning I decided I wanted to make a drastic change. I spent the majority of my morning upset with myself for brining the continued bullshit into year 25.

What’s the continued bullshit?

Things I have been complaining about that I have absolutely all the power in the world to change.

Why haven’t you changed it, Yetti?

• Because I’ve been stuck on stupid catering to others needs other than my own.
• Because I’ve been lazy.
• Because I’m a little afraid to make a change for the better and leave old memories behind.
• Because these changes are going to leave me lonely and slightly secluded.

But I’m only really doing myself a disservice by not committing to these changes. I’m the only person unhappy in the situation.

So as I have stated many time before on my blog, I need to make change. But this time I’m really going to… after I return from my trip, fully rested and ready.

Saturday is the big day!