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Day 4: 100%

30LDay4

Where in your life are you not showing up 100%? Relationships, love, sex, jobs, roles, dreams, goals. etc. How often do you talk yourself out of saying things you need to say or doing things you really want to do because you are afraid of rejection or judgment?

This challenge has me exposing my soul. Good Job GG. 

[ Deep breathe ]

The only way I can explain this, is to do it in code and pray that it is understood. There is thing in my life. A thing I’ve been trying to unravel on my own. But unraveling this thing takes up so much energy, emotional and physical energy, that I’ve kind of let it be. It’s sits in the back of my head tugging at me every once in awhile. But my energy source can only tend to a few things at a time, and for that reason, as well as my sanity, I’ve decided to give my all to this thing at a later date. Knowing that letting it live a little while longer is slightly destructive to my progression forward.

That’s the best I can do.

In other cases: I’m not sure if I’m giving 100% to myself most days. Don’t get me wrong, I am good to me, or at least I try to be, but sometimes my inner bully does get the best of me. I am indeed my worst critic. Your mind is a powerful organ, and when it works against you, it can pretty much be detrimental.

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