Currently – May 7

Current Mantra / Affirmation

[Tweet “I accept me wholly. I accept me each and every time.“]

I think this happens with age. The older I get, the less I give a shit about fitting into the mold of what everyone else doing. Now if only I’d let it be, without questioning the motives of my “I don’t give a shit” moves. Balance, I suppose.

The Stats

Time: 5:48 A.M.
Feeling: Tired. Haven’t had consistent sleep in two weeks and it’s starting to fuck with me.
Eating / Drinking: Nada because my Aunty Sade has convinced me to try intermittent fasting with her. So I shall have my first meal at 10 A.M. If I make it.
Watching / Listening to: Mr. Smith snore. Through the walls.
Missing: Again. Alone time. So much that I am now planning a solo vacation because my mental health kind of needs it.
Wishing: I didn’t eat like complete trash yesterday!
Should Be Doing: Leaving for the gym. Give me a few more minutes.
Reading: Still taking a break.
Thinking: Today will be a good week, I just need to allow it to be. Right?
Talking to: Myself.
Plotting: This week, in my planner, because guidance and lists are what my confused mind needs right about now.
Anticipating: Today, actually. I feel good about today!
Loving: PEACHES for this Saturday of straight laughs and resetting.

The Goals

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This Week

• Get back on schedule with the blog.
• Finish editing and schedule newsletter.
• Minimize time on twitter this week.
• Redo budget to reflect the solo trip.
• Narrow down a timeframe and location for my solo trip.
• Work on season two vision.
• Send out invites for shower.
• Secure Bachelorette locations.
• Put together anxiety post + video.

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Last Week

• Stick to my planned meals! – I did it!!! I just wish the planned meals included the weekend too. But there is always this week!
• Schedule Newsletter – Didn’t get to this. To busy still editing the damn thing.
• Journal More – Didn’t journal at all.
• Work on Certified 10 website – Logged into it for the first time in two years… does that count?
• Work on Mr. Smith’s website – Didn’t do this either.
• Draft out script and vision for Season 2 – Half done.
• Check in on 30 by 30 list! – Checked in! I’m not too far off!

2/7 – Yikes

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