(written yesterday, posted today)
Current Mantra / Affirmation
I have been on the go lately and haven’t had much time for myself to reset and recuperate. With everything going on, I know that after this last event in July, no one will have access to my ass for a very long time. I am very good at making time for others, but terrible at doing the same for me. And it showed last week, when I spent most of my evenings in bed as soon as I got in from work. Friday morning, out of frustration, I booked myself a solo trip … to be alone and unreachable. Drastic I know, and my anxiety is on high now that I can’t back out of it. But it was needed, and I will do it and be okay.
It will be forced Yetti time.
Time: 07:53 P.M.
Feeling: Exhausted. Hungry. Frustrated. AKA Moody as fuck.
Eating / Drinking: Nothing, this is the problem.
Watching / Listening to: Watching “Black Love.”
Missing: McDonalds. Papa Johns. Cheesecake Factory. Olive Garden. Barcelona’s. Ben & Jerry’s.
Wishing: I could eat EVERYTHING.
Should Be Doing: Editing my next video.
Thinking: I’m going to explode if I do not eat junk food RIGHT NOW.
Talking to: Boyfriend.
Plotting: How to calm down these cravings. How to record more videos. How to plan my trip.
Anticipating: My solo trip!
- Record two more videos.
- Find outfit for Minority Achievers banquet.
- POST my newsletter.
- Create Bridal Shower to-do list and share with Bridesmaids and Bride’s Mama.
- Redo 5 year plan.
- Finish up new blog series.
- Create new business cards.
- Gym 4 times this week.
- Finish editing 40 days of working out video.
Get back on schedule with the blog.– Think I’ve done it.
- Finish editing and schedule newsletter. – Nope. Not scheduled.
Minimize time on twitter this week.– Done! Redo budget to reflect the solo trip.– Done! Narrow down a timeframe and location for my solo trip.– PURCHASED IT! Work on season two vision.– In midst of it now!
- Send out invites for shower. – List was never provided to me -___-
- Secure Bachelorette locations. – Not done.
Put together anxiety post + video.– Done!
6/9- whoop whoop